How is this for a starting blog post on my blog launching? I have done these sorts of things many times on my blog; where I share some facts about me that you wouldn’t know. I’m not even sure if my husband knows it all either. So, here are ten shocking things you definitely don’t know about me.
Sorry in advance for anyone who knows me personally.
Please note that this are shocking for a reason. They can be pretty stupid, surprising, or even inappropriate. Reader discretion is advised.
I’m worried I could become an alcoholic.
I love getting drunk. The first time I drank was in high school where a friend at the time brought a whole 2 L of beer in a soda bottle. I drank again in college and ever since actually being old enough, I enjoyed it. I will always prefer drinking to anything else (I’ve never gotten high) and it has been alarming how much I lean towards alcohol when I’m feeling low. I know that if I”m not careful, I could end up an alcoholic.
I lied about who I lost my virginity to.
I claim that I lost my virginity when I was 19 to a guy that was a mutual friend of like, all of my exes, and was my best friend’s ex. (Did I lose you there?) And although it’s true that he was the first person to actually be inside of me and the first guy, I was actually sexual with other people before – two girls, actually. To be honest, I still feel like a virgin and don’t like the idea that I’m “less pure” so – I think I’m going to say that I’m a virgin again. I’m sorry to you all. 😂
I don’t trust science.
Before I really get into this, I understand that we have come a long way in medicine and technology and that it does help sometimes. However, I don’t trust science. Science is all about experimentation but there is always certain variables. However, we are not always told about the errors or side effects. I just have a bad feeling that science does more harm than good: to people, to animals, and to the world around us. People can see how the world is changing and still claims a lot of it is fake (global warming, negative effects of vaccinations, creatures said to not exist) and I just, I don’t like it. I trust my own eyes and soul before I trust words from people proven to lie.
I have no idea what my sexuality is.
I have tried having sex with girls and it wasn’t for me. I have had sex with guys and prefer that. But, I’ve had mini crushes on girls that faded super fast and I’ve been in love with many boys. I’m not confused on if it’s boys or girls – I’m confused on whether I’m straight or asexual. I don’t really like genitals and find them gross, but there have been times that I have experienced arousal. I don’t know, it’s just strange and frustrating for me.
I was addicted to porn.
In addition to this, I had a moment where I watched porn every single day. I don’t know if I was just trying to figure out my sexuality or if I just resorted to it because I couldn’t connect to my husband anymore. I still watch it from time to time, especially with my husband not being home, but I always get bored and frustrated with anything because I’m not super aroused by any of it. Which makes me wonder what’s wrong with me. There is this bullshit thing that girls can’t enjoy sex, masturbation, or porn, but we do!
I truly feel like I can predict the future.
I know that it sounds crazy but there has been so many occasions where I could predict what would happen. Call it intuition or putting vibes into the world, I just get warnings and I can’t ignore it. It’s really frustrating when I knew something would happen, I ignore it, and what I predicted actually happens. It’s not ALWAYS bad things, either. I have predicted good things too. I predict pregnancies of my friends, I predict people reaching out, I predict a lot of things and it’s CRAZY!
Flirting is one of my favorite things to do.
I know that it’s bad to do but I flirt with everyone and have for a long time. In high school, I would go up to the circle of guys and tie their sweatshirt strings into a knot and tell them to keep it all day – THEY DID. Flirting has gotten me out of bad situations, it has lifted my spirits, and it has been fun. Even though I’m married, I still flirt with other people. My husband is aware of this, of course he gets jealous, but it’s just the person I am. None of it means anything and I do make that clear if it progresses too far.
I love it when people check me out.
Call it an ego boost or that I crave attention too much but I love it when I get checked out. I especially love watching my husband become proud of having an attractive wife. According to him, he’s not used to being with someone who gets checked out and he jokingly says he has to “beat everyone off with a stick” and we get to laughing about it. I don’t know, I’m just so insecure that when I’m checked out or complimented, I love it.
I remember that when I showed up to my husband’s job, he checked me out and then realized it was me and got super happy and I didn’t know whether to be jealous or not. 😂
I was actually a bad student but got away with everything.
I would skip class, not do homework, and even got out of the senior project requirement. It’s crazy thinking about how much I lied to teachers about feeling sick and then I would go hang out with friends. I left class early, my teacher caught me, and I shouted that I hope they have a great vacation and my FRIEND got in trouble for not being in class. My senior project was definitely a real thing because I was having a lot of problems at home and my teacher saw me crying and asked me what was going on he excused me from the reading and project.
I used to text and drive.
This one is so fucking stupid that I’m actually angry at myself for it. I used to text and drive on my commute, mostly around red lights and traffic jams. I haven’t for over six years, especially since I got pregnant with my first, and I never will again. My car has voice texting and I don’t even use that – I hate being remotely distracted with anything
Don’t be dumb and text and drive!
Thanks for reading and have a great day.